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I'm living in the meantime...I need to get out...you were right.

Celebrate!

I have concluded, in the last couple of days, that I don't celebrate life enough. Spring is reminding me to dance! I am so determined to live in the moment. The past and the future are only just figments of the mind. The only things that are real are the moments as they are happening. The now. Of course, there are memories from a past that I could never live without thinking about, and there are so many dreams of the future that I one day hope to manifest into the now, but the thing is...it's a choice. I can chose which to keep and which to throw away. If there is a moment that there is great suffering...just breathe and wait for the next one. I believe the trick is to not think. Your mind can be an enemy. Just be. Let the sunshine soak into your skin and kiss your daughter and curl up in your Love's lap, and know...feel, that this is pure bliss. The world can be a paradise. It is a paradise, and it's ours!

New Beginings

It's true, my friends, you never know what you have till it's gone. People do not think like me. Most people are so involved in what they gain from society that they feel everything is one tracked. It's not. It's on so many different tracks, and everyone speaks different languages, and it is so very rare to find one let alone a couple that speaks yours perfectly. I knew from the moment I saw him, I was going to spend the rest of my life with him. Sometimes it takes venturing down other roads to realize that there are some amazing people out there that aren't on your same path but that you can gain some fabulous insight. I've made a few mistakes in my life, a few recently, I may have hurt some people, but that's ok. Mistakes are made to learn from. Now the thing is you cannot keep making the same mistakes over and over because then that means there was no growth. I know I will make more. That's what life's about. Growth. You can't grow unless you learn and observe. That's what making mistakes is about. That is what makes humans human. I will never make this mistake again. When you are committed to someone, you don't just walk away. You stick by. And you work things out. It always works out exactly the way it's supposed to be.